i want my own Bumblebee..

wah wah wah udah lama ya ga ngisi blog..
lagi ngerasa males sih, pengennya baca2 blog orang aja..

anyways, what compelled me to write again adalah, apalagi kalo bukan Transformers: Revenge of The Fallen..

oke, buat yang berkomentar kalo itu film anak kecil soalnya plot utamanya cuman robot jahat ngelawan robot baik trus robot baik yang menang, just shut up. i still like it! :p

i want my own Bumblebee!!

oh, reviewnya, tentu oke.. cuman pangsanya agak ga jelas, berhubung filmnya kan dari kartun, tentang robot2an, pas liburan sekolah -- kesimpulan: pasti banyak anak kecil yang nonton.
menurut gue kok banyak adegan dewasa yang kayaknya blom pantes ditonton anak kecil deh..
paling itu aja sih kurangnya.

fyi, setiap ada adegan mesra2an Shia LeBaouf (or however it's supposed to be spelled) sama Megan Fox, Ichsan bergidik ngeri gara2 gosip kalo Megan Fox itu transgender.

btw, berkaitan dengan topik tersebut, gue ada cerita!
di suatu siang yang terik, gue yang terkuras tenaganya akibat mengerjakan ujian yang susah, sedang duduk lunglai dalam mobil yang melaju pulang.
tiba2 aja, di daerah jalan juanda depok, sekelebat pemandangan di luar jendela kaca mobil gue membuat gue terhenyak..

gue ngeliat ada 2 cowo, ato tepatnya sih dua PRIA karna keliatan kayak om2, boncengan naik motor. dan yang duduk di belakang, memeluk erat si cowo yang bawa motor, trus dagunya tuh di bahunya yang bawa motor. motornya melaju pelan dan mereka ngobrol sambil liat2an dengan tatapan2 super mesra.

gue yakin itu bukan cuma tipuan mata gue doang.
kemesraan itu bener2 keliatan walau gue cuma sepintas liat di jalan.

yea, well, hak pribadi masing2 orang lah ya mo berhubungan sama siapa seperti apa juga, lagian gue juga pernah liat2 cowo2 yang mesra2 gitu di mall2, tapi entah kenapa liat 2 orang di motor itu bikin gue kaget banget!

mungkin karna pulang2 pusing karna ujian, tapi kenapa pemandangannya malah begitu ya.. hm hm..

some of what i listen to

i like like like listening to music.
there's not a lot that i don't like to hear, except maybe dangdut.
i have no idea why, but i just want to barf listening to it. sorry.

anyways, biasanya kan kalo ada satu album gitu paling lo cuman suka beberapa lagu aja, nah ini beberapa album yang bener2 nyaris semua lagunya gue suka.

oke, emang ga penting banget, tapi gue bosen!
pengen aja nulis2 ga jelas!
*rolling around*

so, first one, album Unplugged-nya The Corrs..

song listnya:
Only When I Sleep,
What Can I Do,
Radio,
Toss The Feathers,
Everybody Hurts,
Dreams,
Runaway,
Forgiven Not Forgotten,
At Your Side,
Little Wing,
No Frontiers,
Queen of Hollywood,
Old Town (This Boy Is Cracking Up),
(Lough) Erin Shore,
So Young.

tadinya gue biasa aja sama ni band, tapi pas denger album ini sukaaaa banget.
semuanya easy listening, aransemennya bagus, mereka berempat ngebagi suaranya pas banget, seimbang. yaa begitulah.

okay, so next, Meteora-nya Linkin Park..

song list:
Foreword,
Don't Stay,
Somewhere I Belong,
Lying From You,
Hit The Floor,
Easier To Run,
Faint,
Figure.09,
Breaking The Habit,
From The Inside,
Nobody's Listening,
Session,
Numb.

ah, keren2.. gue inget banget ni album waktu gue SMP. mungkin triak2nya pas sama teenage angst yang lagi gue rasain, hahahaha. masa muda yang indah.. *???*
waktu study tour kelas 3 SMP ke pangandaran, sepanjang jalan gue dengerin ni album bolak-balik.

nah di masa2 album ini keluar, LP konser di jakarta, dan gue nonton.
i had a blast!!
emang nyaris persis kayak cd-nya gitu sih mereka mainnya, tapi gue tetep puas.
sepupu gue yang nonton konsernya bareng agak heran kok gue apal lagu2nya.
hellooo, jakarta-pangandaran bolak-balik dengerin satu albumnya doang ya jelas apal. hahaha.

next favorite gue, The Place You Have Come To Fear The Most-nya Dashboard Confessional..

song list:
The Brilliant Dance,
Screaming Infidelities,
The Best Deceptions,
This Ruined Puzzle,
Saints And Sailors,
The Good Fight,
Standard Lines,
Again I Go Unnoticed,
The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most,
This Bitter Pill.


pas banget gue dengerin album ini, gue lagi kecewa sama seseorang, jadi soundtrack yang pas. hahahaha. kenapa jadi curhat colongan ya?
kalo lagi seneng, dengerin album ini doesn't work at all. it makes you instantly gloomy.
jadi didengerinnya kalo lagi sedih2 aja.
namanya juga emoh *emo-h-tional*.

next, Tchaikovsky..
i've always liked classical music, tapi gue paling suka Tchaikovsky.

um, album ini ada 4 disc, jadi song listnya agak panjang..

Disc 1:
Swan Lake Ballet Suite: Scene, Waltz, Swan Dance, Scene, Czardas;
Symphony No. 6 "Pathetique": Adagio; Allegro non troppo, Allegro con grazia, Allegro Molto Vivace, Finale; Adagio Lamentoso; Andante.

Disc 2:
1812 Overture,
Andante - Allegro Con anima,
Andante Cantabile Con alcuna, licenza, moderato, con anima,
Valse, Allegro Moderato,
Finale; Andante Maestoso - Allegro Vivace.

Disc 3:
The Nutcracker: Overture, March, Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy, Russian Dance, Arabian Dance, Chinese Dance, Dance of the Flutes, Waltz of the Flowers;
Symphony No. 4 In F Minor: Andante sostenuto, Andantino in modo di canzone, Scherzo: Pizzicato, Finale - Allegro con fuoco.

Disc 4:
Cappricio Italien, Op. 45,
Marche Slave, Op. 31,
Hamlet Overture,
Romeo and Juliet, Fantasy Overture.

haahh.. banyakk.
tapi, gue palinggg suka Marche Slave. kalo mau ujian dengerin itu enak banget.
yang ada, pas jawab soal gue terngiang2 lagu itu doang, pelajaran nguap semua, hahaha.

ok, next.. Parachutes-nya Coldplay..

song list:
Don't Panic,
Shiver,
Spies,
Sparks,
Yellow,
Trouble,
Parachutes,
High Speed,
We Never Change,
Everything's Not Lost.

sebelom albumnya Coldplay yang Viva La Vida keluar, ini album mereka favorite gue.
ga tau kenapa, i'm just so attracted to these songs..
bingung mo ngomentarin apa, hehe. aneh emang.


next.. still the same band, Viva La Vida from Coldplay..

song list:
Life In Technicolor,
Cemeteries of London,
Lost!,
42,
Lovers In Japan/Reign of Love,
Yes (hidden: Chinese Sleep Chant),
Viva La Vida,
Violet Hill,
Strawberry Swing,
Death And All His Friends (hidden: The Escapist).

sukaa.. apalagi pas 42 jadi latarnya opening scenenya C.S.I.. pas banget! kayaknya sebelomnya gue pernah ngepost tentang ini..
oh well.


next, We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things by Jason Mraz..

song list:
Make It Mine,
I'm Yours,
Lucky,
Butterfly,
Live High,
Love for a Child,
Details in the Fabric,
Coyotes,
Only Human,
The Dynamo of Volition,
If It Kills Me,
A Beautiful Mess.

waktu dia main di jakarta di java jazz festival, gue nonton dan gue tambah suka. puas banget nontonnya. meskipun rameee. hfff.

udah ah segitu aja. cape. hehe.
i think it's time that i should study.

oh dear, i fear..

tiba2 aja udah minggu2 ujian!!
what happened?
waktu berlari begitu cepat!

tapi tetep aja, gue ga blajar2! =P
now who's fault is that?

please doctor, cure my laziness!

doctor:
oh dear, i fear..
it's not laziness you suffer from, it's stupidness!

42

Those who are dead are not dead

They’re just living in my head

And since I fell for that spell I am living there as well

Oh..

Time is so short and I’m sure

There must be something more

You thought you might be a ghost

You thought you might be a ghost

You didn’t get to heaven but you made it close

You didn’t get to heaven but you made it close

42 - Coldplay

udah punya lagu ini beberapa lama di iTunes gue, tapi kemaren pas nonton C.S.I. season baru, lagu ini jadi lagu pembukanya gitu.

pas banget sm adegannya, orang2 di bis kayak pada pulang kerja, tampang2nya cape. KEREEEENNNN.

skarang gue lagi ngerjain proposal sama tugas PBL (jadi sekretaris, lagi2, hmmff)..

oke, ga kerasa beban sih, ga pengen ngeluh juga, tapi OH MANNNN..

i'm so stumped!!

bener2 lagi ga terinspirasi buat nulis apa2an, masa bikin tujuan di proposal aja gue bingung mo berkata-kata manis macem apa.

akhirnya nyetel iTunes kenceng2 berharap termotivasi, ujung2nya malah browsing ga jelas.

ahhh.. memang hidup ini.. penuh godaan.

besok masuk jam 7 pagi, skarang jam stengah 10 dan gue belom mandi lho.. *nada bangga yg aneh*

padahal rambut udah lengket begini.. *klarifikasi: bukan karna gue jorok, tadi siang emang panas banget!*

doakan tugas2 gue selesai yaaaa..

*pergi ke pojokan dan nangis merenungi nasib*

lagi2 racauan aneh

hmm.. blog ini sempet ditelantarkan untuk sementara, maaf maaf.
not much to say why; let's just say i hit an uninspiring period of my life.

semester 3 gue udah berakhir, sebenernya dengan kurang memuaskan sih, mehehehe.
i felt like i lost reason of being there and trying.
jadi usaha gue setengah2 gitu.
moga2 sih semester 4 kinerja belajar gue (halah) bisa membaik, amin.

pasti ada lah alesan Allah menetapkan nasib gue di jurusan ini, entah apa alesan itu.
so, i shouldn't be complaining.
i just had a rough semester, and i'm moving forward from it.
hopefully better.
HAS to be better.
i gotta DO better.

sigh.

lagian kalo gue ga di jurusan gue yang skarang, mo masuk apaan lagi gue?
seni: jelas2 ga bakat.
ekonomi: HALAH! ini lebih2 ga bakatnya.
fisip: i avoid any future career that my parents were in.
sastra: hello. i couldn't even learn spanish properly. and people say spanish is supposed to be easy if you can do english!
teknik: i so suck at physics!
fmipa: i'm probably only passably good in biology, i suck at the other sciences.

ya ya, gue tau gue slalu bilang kalo cita2 gue jadi ahli forensik, i just didn't thought that i'd have to be a medical doctor first.
tapi orang2 bilang jadi dokter tu kuncinya rajin baca aja, dan baca cepet dan banyak tu mungkin satu2nya bakat yang gue punya, jadi main pede aja gue masuk kedokteran. (gue tau ini alasan yang aneh)

let me tell you something now.

the journey to become a doctor totally sucks!
no pain, no gain, literally!
apaan tuh kalo orang bilang gengsi masuk kedokteran, itu mah buat nyeneng2in dan nyemangatin diri sendiri biar siksaannya ga begitu kerasa. =D
no wonder some doctors lose their compassion along the way, they must've lost it in their educational years.

anyways.

tetep harus semangat!

ga usah mikirin nanti bisa nyelametin nyawa2 orang, yang penting ga DO juga udah cihui!
God, you must have SOME reason you put me here, this is the (probably) right path for me!

semester 4, i'm coming!

but of course i have to take a break.
i appreciate immensely this short vacation.
i get to sleep in!
you know how i hate waking up so early.
and i get to sit around at home doing nothing!
you know how i love doing that.
(ujung2nya tetep setia pada kemalasan)

unimportant updates

yah, berhubung udah lama ya ga aktif di blog ini, mo update apa2 kok jadi males..

since i don't know what else to write, gue update film aja ya..

actually, uda banyak banget film yang gue tonton sejak review terakhir..

but, in tribute to my old friend - laziness - i'll just post about the recent ones..

okay, first one up is Twilight..

biasanya gue ga terlalu suka yang digila-gilai nyaris semua orang, misalnya Harry Potter.

i'm just not interested in fads.

tapi, buat Twilight, gue uda lama tau tentang bukunya, baca sedikit2, sekelumit, berhubung males beli bukunya, mahal, hehehe. well, intinya gue suka.

setelah filmnya uda keluar, gue malah pengen baca buku2nya lagi secara detail..

anyways, since pretty much everybody knows about the movie, gue ga bakal ngomong banyak.

yang jelas, gue suka bukunya, dan surprisingly gue juga suka filmnya.

gue rasa cast-nya uda cukup mewakili apa yang dimaksud pengarangnya di dalam bukunya, dan menurut gue itu yang nomer satu paling penting untuk film adaptasi dari buku.

yang nomer dua terpenting, pemotongan ceritanya.

Twilight the book is loooonngggg.

pasti susah banget buat motong ceritanya, but the movie did a pretty good job, i think.

anyways, when i was browsing for the movie posters, i found several versions..

ini official posternya. maaf ya kalo kegedean, males banget gue ngecilinnya, hehehe. cukup oke lah, kan ceritanya si Bella-nya polos sampe jatuh cinta sama vampir segala, jadi ekspresinya Kristen Stewartnya lumayan mewakili ceritanya lah.

gue ga ngerti ni versi poster dari mana, tapi fotonya bagus.. sayang kurang mewakili ceritanya.

yang ini sebenernya not bad menurut gue, cuman kok penempatan bulan-nya agak aneh dan ganggu ya?

not bad, tapi kurang menjual ga sih?

foto2nya sama, tapi penempatannya lebih baik kan?

yang ini fan-made, i don't think it's bad, it's simple and quite nice.

ohhh.. i like this one.. tapi jadi kayak poster film horror ga sih? tapi gue suka ah.. oh wait, this is also fan-made.. nice one.

kok malah jadi ngomongin poster film twilight ya??? oh well. ngomongin film2 lain di post berikutnya aja ya. gue mo makan dulu. hoho.

here you go

since i know you have a bad case of short term memory, i'll stop reminding you and post it here instead. i know you'll eventually read it here anyways.

so here you go.


1,2 - 1 2 3 4
give me more loving then i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feeling sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
barely getting mad, i'm so glad i found you.
i love being around you.
you make it easy, as easy as 1 2, (1 2 3 4.)

there's only 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you.
i love you (i love you)
there's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what i'll do.
i love you (i love you)

give me more loving from the very start.
piece me back together when i fall apart.
tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad.
best that i've had, i'm so glad that i found you.
i love being around you.
you make it easy, as easy as 1 2, (1 2 3 4.)

there's only 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 you.
i love you (i love you)
there's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what i'll do.
i love you.

"1234 - plain white t's"


nice words, huh?

two g's, two d's and an a

most excruciating feelings ever:

guilt
when you know you've done something wrong, but can't do anything about it.

grief
when you lose something or someone you love so dearly, but can't do anything about it.

depression
when a big, powerful, black hole eat you up from the insides, but you can't do anything about it.

despair
when you feel your whole world crumble into pieces around you, but you can't do anything about it.

anger
when a fiesty fire burns you from the insides, but you don't know where to escape the excruciating heat.


life works in a very odd and unpredictable mechanism.
no one will truly understand where they're going or what's going to happen, no matter how carefully taken or thoroughly thought or planned our steps in life are.
though many people say that life is unfair, i still do think God is fair. life is fair.

no matter how good a person you try to be, bad things still come and do happen to you.
no matter how bad or evil a person you are, good things also happen to you anyways.
so life is fair. everybody gets the same piece of pie.
what happens is, maybe not everybody likes the flavor of the pie.
maybe some just eat half.
maybe some aren't satisfied enough and take another slice of pie.
maybe some don't eat it at all.
but you still get and deserve that piece of pie, whether you want it or not.
you didn't choose to be born and be alive, did you? but you still got life.

now, my piece of pie feels sour. bitter.
that happens whenever one or more of those two g's, two d's and an a show up.

which one of it is what i encountered with these past few horrible days?
you can take a guess.

not that i would tell the answer. ;)

stuck

ya, gue sedang terjebak. terjebak pada kondisi yang tidak menyenangkan.
ternyata pms dan flu bukan kombinasi yang baik, teman-teman. and i learned that the hard way.
setelah kemaren gue berbete ria akibat pengaruh hormonal, sampe bolos praktikum anatomi karna sakit perut, ehhh skarang perutnya oke, idung meler dan batuk2. hiks.
why God, why??? T_T *ampun Tuhan, ga maksud ngeluh kok.. =)*

soo.. what should a girl do in time of despair?

option 1: study
ayod's thought: booooo... this sucks!

option 2: sleep
ayod's thought: ok, i'll do it.

option 3: ponder on why God bestowed this disturbing illness upon me, and therefore pray for forgiveness
ayod's thought: okay God, of course i'll pray to You whether i'm sick or not.

option 4: read endless comics online
ayod's thought: done!

option 5: ??
ayod's thought: any suggestions, anyone?

after a break

wah udah lama ya ga gue update ni blog. hehe.
atas break sebentar untuk blog ini, gue ga bisa beralasan apa2 selain bahwa ini terjadi karena multifaktor: kemalasan lah, sibuk kuliah lah (padahal gitu2 doang), modem gue kesamber geledek lah (ini beneran terjadi loh)..

sampai akhirnya jumat kemaren gue selesai ujian blok darah - sistem limfatik, dan skarang gue ga ada kerjaan lagi, akhirnya nulis lagi, mehehehehe. (alasan yang payah)

padahal sebenernya banyak sih yang bisa diceritain, apalagi kuliah blok hematop (panggilan sayang buat pelajaran tentang darah).

misalnya aja, kalo praktikum patologi klinik (PK) tu butuh sampel darah, nah itu diambil dari kita2 juga, jadi tusuk2an deh antar temen buat ambil darah, sekalian blajar cara nyuntik yang bener.
ada juga percobaan ngukur masa perdarahan, caranya lengan temen ditahan pake pompa tensi sampe 40mmHg trus tusuk2 deh lengannya sampe berdarah. seru yah! (senyum iblis)

sebenernya gue bingung mau nulis apa skarang.
mau review film, uda banyak banget yang gue tonton sejak terakhir update blog..
mau curhat-curhat tentang kuliah yang seru sekaligus membosankan, males..

ehhhh Tuhan memang Maha Tahu, tiba2 gue dikasih pe-er dari Sekar..
oke deh, gue kerjain..

disini gue harus tulis 10 hal tentang gue dan melemparnya ke orang2 lain.. hm hm..


okay.. about ayodya:

1. kemana-mana bawa jurnal
jurnal gue berbentuk notebook yang halamannya polos bikinan morning glory harganya 13rb klo ga salah (lengkap kan), sebenernya sketch book kali yah, cuma berhubung gue ga bisa gambar, akhirnya buat jurnal.
tentang isi jurnalnya.. yaaa suka2 gue.
kadang cuman curhatan, makian, lagu, gambar (yang kayak gambarnya anak tk)..
kadang kolaborasi sama temen2 gue di sela kelas..
i doodle anything i want in my journal.

suatu hari nanti akan gue turunkan jurnal2 gue yang uda lumayan numpuk ke suami dan anak2 gue.. (ngapain, isinya kbanyakan sampah) mehehehehehe.

2. a very bad procrastinator
gue sering menunda-nunda sesuatu. pengen deh berubah tapi males bener. hehehehe.
kayaknya kalo mepet tuh malah jadi lebih semangat trus inspirasi buat tugas lebih oke gitu. (mengada-ada alasan)

3. tergila-gila rambutan dan jeruk bali
gue bisa abis berbaskom-baskom makan ginian..
sebenernya gue suka makan buah apa aja, KECUALI duren dan alpukat. ugh.

4. ga terlalu suka makan daging
biasanya yang tau cuman kluarga dan temen2 deket gue aja.
gue makan banyak tapi sebenernya gue ga terlalu suka makan daging, khususnya ayam.
kalo makan daging pun gue ga bisa banyak2.
gue cuman suka daging kalo di lasagna (makanan favorit gue!), bistik bikinan nyokap gue, pizza. udah.
sisanya, kalo gue makan bakso, sate, itu sebenernya karna terpaksa aja. hehe.

5. suka chatting sama pacar dan kakak
Ichsan Diaz is the cutest being that ever lived and i don't want to hear any nonsense that say otherwise. hahahaha. banyak kesamaan dan banyak juga perbedaan gue sama dia, so it's always fun to talk to him and he always has something interesting to say.
ah kalo giliran gini aja gue bagus2 ngomong tentang dia, kalo kesel gue tonjok2in. hahaha.
sementara, my older brother is really really smart but weird at the same time, so it's always fun and interesting to talk with him too.

6. suka gerak tapi pemalas
nah lo, bingung ga tuh. gue suka gerak and do outdoor things, tapi gue juga sering males ngapa2in. hehehe. yaaa kayak gue suka karate, tapi gue males perginya buat latian di dojo. hehe.

7. suka seni tapi ga bakat
gue tau gue skarang lagi kuliah buat jadi dokter, trus ntar pengennya jadi dokter forensik. tapi sebenernya kalo gue diberkahi dengan bakat seni, gue pasti bakal lebih milih buat ngelukis, jadi fotografer, design something, main piano dan violin, koki pastry dan jadi tukang review film. tapi Tuhan memberi gue bakat yang lain, entah itu apa itu, sampe akhirnya skarang gue terseret arus kehidupan tiba2 jadi calon dokter (moga2, amin).

8. ga bisa belanja baju
duh gue bener2 ga bakat buat belanja baju. harus ditemenin. khususnya nyokap dan temen2 cewe. kalo ga gue bener2 ga pede buat beli baju sendiri. kebanyakan baju gue dipilihin nyokap, ato kalo beli sendiri itu dipilihan temen2. payah ya. hehehe.
apalagi kalo pake nawar2, aduh nyerah gue.
entah apa jadinya gue sebagai ibu rumah tangga. mehehehe.

9. suka bau rumah sakit dan supermarket
entah kenapa gue suka aja. bikin tenang.
aneh ya? bodo ah.

10. tahan begadang tapi tahan tidur juga
gue tahan begadang berhari-hari, tapi bisa juga gue tidur sampe 15 jam ato lebih (kayak mati suri). sleep cycle gue se-moody gue. hehe.


sebenernya masih banyak sih, tapi yaudahlah, cuman disuruh 10. hehe.
ok, pe-er ini akan gue lempar ke:
1. kakak Nita
2. mas Suryo
3. Meizy
4. Ary Inyong
5. Dian Dhay

udah ah ga usah banyak2. =D

lousy lazy

i have no idea why am i so.. lazy to write anything lately.
i bring a journal almost everywhere i go (yeah whatever, my secret's out), and i doodle in it a lot, especially in class. (well it's better than sleeping in class. at least i'm listening to the lecture.) but i don't write anything particularly important in it.

i have no idea why my recent posts are in english a lot, i guess i just ramble easier in english.

i have no idea why i can never concentrate enough in my classes..
well i do concentrate, mind you, for a good hour in the beginning. but as classes progress i seem to lose interest.
i can never understand why my campus can schedule classes from 7 to 11.30 am straight without any break.
because i, for one, just can't keep up with it.
i'm not complaining that it makes me tired, i just feel that it's not effective for me who has an incredibly short-attention span.

i have no idea why i can never study even when some freakin important exam is just around the corner.

i have no idea why i can lounge in bed for hours doing nothing.

i have no idea why i can have not-particularly-important conversations and just laugh on ourselves for hours with him.

i have no idea why i can't get myself to thoroughly read all those thick textbooks and slides i have, while i can actually devour dozens of comics or BSC books less than a day.

but i accept all these facts of my lousy laziness, however appalling they seem.
i really do try to change. and it's not like i do all that all freaking 24 hours of my day.
and it's not like i don't do anything else worthwhile.

i watch a lot of movies. and i don't cut class to do so. and i write the reviews too (although obviously some late. whatever.)

i join in my friends for study group sessions, eventhough i sleep through most of it. whatever. i can't help myself. i'm human, i have flaws.


whatever.
i'll go back to sleep now.
hff.

some late reviews

so this past week i've been swamped with exams, though not posting doesn't mean i'm busy studying. *smirk*

anyways, sejak terakhir ngepost, ada beberapa film lain yang uda gue tonton...

first up, Suami-Suami Takut Istri the movie..

duh gue sampe lupa, kenapa ya waktu itu gue sama Ichsan nonton film ini..

we watched it anyway dan kesan gue..

garing ah..

agak ngebosenin nontonnya..
kalo film Indonesia entah kenapa gue ga bisa ngasih rating bintang2 ato apalah.. sigh.

next, Planet B-boy..

film ini kayak documenter gitu tentang break dancers dan perjuangan2 mereka buat ikutan Battle of The Year, pertandingan antar crew paling bergengsi di seluruh dunia gitu.

focus filmnya sih cuman ke tim dari Jepang, South Korea, USA, France, sama Jerman. high point: pas pertandingannya! sumpah, keren2 banget!!

okay, next, Doa Yang Mengancam..

yang ini juga ngebosenin.. hff.. kalo kata Ichsan, entah kenapa rasanya ada yang ngeganjel di filmnya.. ga tau kenapa janggal aja.

next up, senin gue mo nonton Eagle Eye sama Ichsan dan nyokap.. doakan saja bagus ya! but i do really like Shia LeBeouf..! so i don't think the movie really matters. =D

a quiet saturday

Girl im in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

[Bridge]
I know i misbehave
And you make your mistakes
But we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still put you first
And we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

[Chorus]
We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

[Verse 2]
This ain't a movie, no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss then we make up on the way

[Bridge]
I hang up, you call
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I Still want you to stay

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave, maybe you'll return
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby you and I


Ordinary People - John Legend


i told you i'd write it down for you.. =)

Lebaran 2008

so Idul Fitri came and went..
met a lot of relatives and else that i haven't met in a while..

but oh some nice surprises!

i (briefly) met my little cousins from my mom's sister..
and oh how they've grown!
gosh they grow so fast.. (i sound old)

this year my family didn't go back to our hometown, as it is custom for Indonesian people to do that on Idul Fitri.
instead, we had a sort of open house and people from our neighborhood just went pouring in.
i didn't recognize more than half of the kids from our neighborhood that came to our house, i don't know whether that's a bad sign or not.

anyways, it was nice to see everybody who came over, and i'm grateful for that.

another nice surprise, around a week ago a childhood friend of mine from Arizona suddenly sent me a message on facebook and we've been messaging back and forth since.
it's great to get back in touch with her and i'm really excited about that.

so overall, it was a nice Lebaran for me, and i hope it was for you too..

again, happy Idul Fitri (although it passed already) and please forgive all my mistakes..


p.s. after this holiday, exams are coming up and frankly i am NOT looking forward to that. (curhat colongan)
i'm trying not to think about it much and just enjoy this holiday as much as possible.
exams = think about it later yod!
holiday = enjoying it while it lasts..
(i'm such a procrastinator)

stagnan

hidup selama liburan bener2 ga berwarna..
Chita masih kerja sampe hari ini, jadi ga ada temen di rumah.
nyokap bokap sibuk dengan proyek baru, jadi sepi di rumah.
pak Untung pulang kampung, jadi ga bisa jalan2.
temen2 pada mudik, jadi ga ada juga yang bisa diajak jalan.
pacar sibuk di rumah, jadi ga bisa ketemu.

haaaahhh..

akhirnya kerjaan gue cuman baca buku2 yang belom sempet dibaca, nginternet ga jelas, main2in applications di facebook, udah.

trus kapan belajar buat ujian muskuloskeletal yang abis lebaran tuh?

ahhhhh ntar aja deh. *procrastinator*

bosen bosen bosennnn..
can someone help me with this boredom?

menunggu sahur

fuuu hari ini bakal jadi hari pertama puasa lagi setelah 'absen' seminggu.. hehehe.
bete juga sih, baru mulai puasa lagi ehhh uda mau selesai.

i couldn't sleep yet, jadi akhirnya nunggu aja sahur sekalian..
hari ini gue nonton Laskar Pelangi bareng Ichsan, nyokap dan tante Yanti temennya nyokap.

arrrggghh ga nemu poster filmnya, yasudalaya.

anyways, filmnya tentang 10 anak miskin Belitung yang sekolah di SD Muhammadiyah.
selama 5 tahun, cuma mereka murid sekolah bobrok itu, dengan guru2 yang berdedikasi tetep ngajar mereka meski kondisi pas2an.

jujur sih gue blom begitu baca novelnya, baru sekilas2 aja.
abis nonton film ini, gue jadi kepengen baca.

bagus lhoo bagus..
4,5 bintang dari 5 deh..
sebenernya bisa lebih, tapi kok endingnya kurang greget gitu ya rasanya..
yang jelas ekspresi anak2nya keren2 banget. ceritanya juga bagus.

duh bingung mo nulis apa lagi.
bentar lagi lebaran, abis itu masuk kuliah lagi, UJIAN.
TIDAKKKK..
GA MAUUUU..
huhuhuhuhuhhuhu

triplelicious

hari ini special (pake telor) 3 review skaligus!!
*telornya bisa ambil di rumah gue, hehehehe*

first up, Death Race..
di hari gue nonton ini, tadinya Ichsan ngidam pengen nonton Awake..
tapi gue tergiur dengan omongan temen2 kalo Death Race dan Mamma Mia tu keren..
akhirnya Ichsan si baik ngalah, katanya yaudahhh kita nonton Death Race dulu deh sebelom abis masa tayangnya.
i have you wrapped around my finger 'San.. hahahahhaa..

kuliah bedah buat siang itu tiba2 dibatalin, katanya dosennya lagi operasi.. huuuhhh udah 2 kali kuliah bedah ini dibatalin..
oh well, kata Ichsan, on the bright side, kita bisa nonton Mamma Mia skalian.. hohohoo.



ceritanya tentang masa dimana ada balapan di penjara namanya Death Race yang mobilnya balapan kayak di game nitendo CTR, jadi bisa ngambil senjata ato jebakan trus kita tembak2in lawan sambil tetep balapan. death race ini dijadiin bisnis hiburan kayak siaran tv ke seluruh dunia gitu.
trus ada cowo jago balap yang sengaja dituduh ngebunuh istrinya supaya dia masuk penjara dan bisa tanding di death race.

anyways, Death Race itu cocok banget yang suka adegan sadis berdarah-darah, balapan2 mobil, and a lot of action with explosions everywhere.
dan kebetulan gue suka. hehehe.
jadi keren2 aja.
sebelom nonton, gue ga tau kalo Death Race ini remake dari film yang judulnya Death Race 2000. karna ga tau jadi gue ga bisa bandingin yang mana yang lebih bagus.
yang jelas ini dapet 3,5 bintang dari 5 deh.

sebenernya mungkin Death Race bisa dapet lebih banyak bintang, tapiii malangnya abis nonton itu gue langsung nonton Mamma Mia.. dan Mamma Mia outshines it by a million stars!!!



Mamma Mia itu musikal yang ceritanya disusun-susun dari lagu2nya ABBA.
yang main terkenal2 lho, ada Meryl Streep, Pierce Brosnan, Colin Firth.. trus executive producers-nya Tom Hanks, sama istrinya, Rita Wilson.

dan jadinya... keren keren KEREN.
aransemen lagu2nya oke banget, ceritanya ga ngebosenin, drama ibu-anak, komedi sama cinta2an oke.
pokoknya sip banget deh!
5 bintang dari 5!!
kalo yang ga terlalu tau atau ga terlalu suka ABBA juga bisa ngikutin kok, karna yang dipake lagu2nya yang terkenal2 banget, jadi pasti pernah denger meski sekali. dan aransemennya bagus.

gue sama Ichsan sampe ikut nyanyi2.
tenang, bioskopnya sepi kok, ga ada gendang telinga orang yang pecah..
ada bapak2 bule yang duduk depan kita juga ikut nyanyi2 sambil joget2 malah.
seru seru.. meski kayaknya satu bioskop yang nonton itu gue sama Ichsan paling muda, sisanya bapak2 ibu2 semua.. hehehehe.

kalo ada yang heran kenapa Ichsan sampe bisa ikut nyanyi2 lagu2 ABBA segala, menurut pengakuan dia, nyokapnya demen banget ABBA makanya dia tau lagu2nya.
gue... no comment. hehehehehehe.

ABBA - Ichsan's secret obsession.. hahahaha.. just kidding. ;)

ok, last but certainly not least, Awake.


Awake ini thriller, ceritanya tentang seorang cowo yang operasi cangkok jantung. ternyata pas operasi, dia kena yang namanya "anaesthisia awareness" (tau deh bener apa ga tu spelling, hehehe). artinya, dia masih bisa denger dan ngerasa semuanya meski badannya lumpuh karna anestesi. di filmnya sihhh katanya hal ini terjadi ke 30.000 orang diantara 20.000.000 orang yang menjalani anestesi selama operasi.
gue belom cross-check lagi tentang data ini, but i'll go on about the movie.

pas si cowo ini lagi anaesthisia awareness ini, dia ngedenger kalo ternyata tim yang ngebedah dia berencana buat ngebunuh dia.
jadi dia mati2an cari cara buat bikin orang yang lagi nunggu dia (istri sama ibunya) kalo dia mau dibunuh di meja operasi.

tapiiii ditengah-tengah film, plotnya di-twist abis!
jadi seru banget!

overall, pemeran2nya oke, pas banget ekspresi2nya.
ada Terrence Howard yang meranin dokter bedah yang mo ngebunuh, trus Hayden Christensen yang terkenalnya meranin Luke Skywalker di Star Wars - si cowo korban pembunuhan, trus Jessica Alba si cantikkk meranin istrinya cowo pemeran utama.
so.. 4,5 stars out of 5!
jalan ceritanya seru, ga bisa ditebak. oke!


well, that's it for today, folks.
next movie - Laskar Pelangi.
hurray!!

iseng di tengah malam

The rules are:
- Choose a singer/band/group
- Answer using ONLY titles of songs by that singer/band/group

I choose Michael Buble.

1. Are you male or female?
You Don't Know Me. (hahaha..)

2. Describe yourself.
Summer Wind. =D

3. What do people feel when they're around you?
Feeling Good. (hopefully. =D )

4. How would you describe your previous relationship?
You'll Never Find Another Love Like Mine. (HAHAHAHA)

5. Describe your current relationship.
Smile. =D

6. Where would you want to be now?
Home. (pas banget kan?)

7. How do you feel about love?
Save The Last Dance For Me.

8. What's your life like?
Moondance.

9. What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Let It Snow, Let It Snow, Let It Snow. (PAS banget!!)

10. Say something wise.
The Best is Yet to Come. =)


this was so fun!! =D

good week

this past week has been great!

yeah, sure, nothing's perfect and of course there were some moments of this week that wasn't so great, but overall, i don't regret anything that happened this week. like the last sentence in the last Harry Potter book, "all is well."

this week began on Monday, September 15.

kuliah kayak biasa, trus tiba2 diajak main air soft gun sama Irvan dan Ichsan..

hmmm.. kedengerannya menarik.

meski sempet ngeliat betapa mengerikannya senjatanya Irvan yang sampe makan korban berdarah (Wisnu), tapi yaudalah, uda keburu bilang mau ikut.

akhirnya jadi ikut juga, cewenya cuman berdua sama Dora, sisanya Irvan, Ichsan, Mamen, Reagen, Saka, Blie, Dafy.

curangnya, Irvan - Blie - Reagen - Mamen yang pada punya senjata sendiri2 gabung jadi satu tim. dan mereka nembakinnya suka ga tau diri. huh. huh. huh.

tapi seru!

hari berikutnya, tanggal 16, uda di post sebelum ini.. =)

berikutnya lagi, tanggal 17, pergi (ngapain lagi selain) nonton, sama (siapa lagi selain) Ichsan..

tadinya mau nonton Death Race, tapi kita perginya kesorean, akhirnya nonton Mad Money..

ceritanya tentang 3 cewe yang kerja di the Fed (julukan buat bank pemerintahan USA) dan ngerampok uang dari bank itu dikit2 tiap hari selama mereka kerja.

cara mereka nyuri uangnya sederhana banget, jadi keliatannya do-able.

awalnya gue ga ngerti maksudnya gimana, maklum, laper (kan puasa, hehehehe).

tapi kata Ichsan itu karna cara pikir gue terlalu ribet.

yeah, whatever.

anyway, ternyata not bad..

i'll say.. 3,5 stars out of 5..

ok, suddenly i have this moment of stupidity in which i forgot what i wanted to write in the first place..

well, it's late anyway.

i think i should go to bed.

later, people.

nice nineteen!

wow wow wow, usia gue genap (ato ganjil?) 19 tahun!

legal to be a porn star! not that i have any plans to be one, no worries Mom..

anyways, hari ulang taun gue tanggal 16 kemaren gue lewati dengan riang gembira.

walau pagi2 harus dateng praktikum anatomi, ngantuk dan cape, no worries!

walau setelahnya panas2 pergi bolak-balik dengan tas super berat dengan Dora yang ngeluh2 terus karna bawa2 atlas anatomi sobotta 2 biji (satunya punya Asta yang nitip), no worries!

walau harus inventaris barang2 lab biokimia, yang ternyata artinya disuruh nyuci semua tabungnya satu2, nyopotin label2 yang uda mengkerak, nyari2 tabung yang kurang, kayak budak.. no worries!

walau setelahnya skill lab ngambil darah vena sama masang infus, yang ternyata agak susah, no worries!

walau temen2 keliatan ga meyakinkan bakal dateng ke rumah ato ga buat birthday party gue karna praktikum2 hari itu pulang sore semua dan ada tugas PBL buat besoknya, no worries!

no worries for that day cause whatever bad it is, it's my birthday!

sempet sih gue ngerasa agak discouraged kenapa tu hari kok beratttt banget rasanya buat ga bete duluan, but God answered my prayers, dan ternyata gue ga perlu khawatir.

that was one of my best birthdays ever! =D

i felt so happy i couldn't explain it in any better words!

awalnya gue uda pasrah kalo temen2 gue ga bisa dateng ke rumah ikut makan2 buka puasa sama keluarga gue, gara2 pulangnya emang sore dan besoknya PBL dan blom ada yang selesai ngerjain..

sebenernya gue ga enak sih harus jauh2 ke rumah gue, tapi kan mereka jarang2 kesini, trus pengen ganti suasana aja..

skill lab gue selesai duluan, jadi gue nungguin temen2 yang lain.

abis semua uda selesai skill lab buat kelas A dan praktikum anatomi buat kelas B, kita ngumpul di kosan Asta sama Audrey.

adaaaa aja yang masih ngapa2in, akhirnya baru brangkat jam 5an dengan 4 mobil: gue, Sano, Fian, Dafy.

meski brangkat ke rumah gue telat dan bakal buka puasa di jalan, gue tetep seneng karna meski ada sih yang ga bisa ikut, tapi tetep rame! =D

sampe rumah gue, gue bingung.

kok rame yaaa???

hoo, ternyata uda ada keluarga besar Bukafe..

trus ada Ujang, Joko, sama temennya Ujang namanya Pak tapi nama depannya artinya mawar, jadi dipanggil Mawar.

trus makan2, foto2, ufffufff senangnya!! =D

snapshots of the day!

yang jaket kamen rider itu kado dari Ichsan, hehehehe.. yang baju coklat itu dari temen2..

overall, makasih buat semuanya yang uda bikin ultah ke-19 ini jadi heboh hepi ceria yeyyeyyey..

Mama - Daddy, mas Ditto - Vitra yang uda nelpon, Chita - Ipung, Meizy yang tiba2 dateng, keluarga besar Bukafe yang terlalu banyak kalo disebutin satu2 hehehehe, orang2 rumah..

kak Mury, Katsuya, Lee, Pak..

Ichsan Isan Dakochan..

Adyt, Fian, Dina, Fiba, Dara, Audrey, Sano, Asta, Buti, Dafy, Mea, Mahisa, Nana, Gigon, Mumu, Alay, Nonny.. makasih uda jauh2 dateng ya.. =)

temen2 dan orang2 yang uda nelpon, sms, comment friendster, wall facebook -- mengucapkan selamat, trima kasih banyak! =)

for all of you, my humble gratitude with love and prayers..