miércoles, mayo 30, 2007

long time no see

wahh sudah lama ga ngepost..

kemaren2 terjadi kekacauan password untuk blog ini, dan ga ada waktu *ujian ujian*, akhirnya terlantar deh, hehe.

not much to say, sih.
pengangguran macam begini.. ga ada cerita yang menarik ah.
sekolah kagak, kuliah juga belom jelas. haah. sedih.

berharap sesuatu yg mustahil, kyk snow in summer terjadi. ga mungkin yah. haah. ga jelas nih.

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kemaren *ato tadi malem, tepatnya*, terjadi perdebatan, ato ummm berantem dengan seseorang yang disayang.
rasanya emang paling ga enak ya berantem sama orang yg disayang. apalagi lewat telpon.

pengen rasanya ngasi tau, betapa sakit rasanya denger kata2nya itu.
pengen rasanya benci sama dia, karna dia kok sampe tega begitu.
pengen rasanya kesel setengah mati, marah2 sampe cape.
semua, agar dia tau gimana ga enaknya. gimana rasanya sakitnya, capenya, sedihnya, ngadepin dia.
tapi ga bisa.
yg ada akhirnya malah ngalah dan membiarkan dia mlakukan yg dia suka. yg dia inginkan.

mungkin lagu yg tepat menggambarkan tadi malem itu kyk berikut:

I was wrong, you were right
A day in december can be so nice
Wishing and hoping just won't do
I won't come closer to you

*Let's all hope for winter
Winter cools us down
The brightness of springtime
makes you, makes me
feel down*

All at once or nothing at all
I couldn't help feeling so small

In the end it's all the same
I won't come
closer to you
I know i want to,
but could i really do
when decisions are made by you


"hope for winter" by Club 8


above all, i hope we'll turn out okay. no matter how offended i was by things he said. no matter how tired he is of dealing with me.

*masih sayang kamu kok. =]

everything

lagu ini tampaknya lagi cocok sama seseorang.. haha.

You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute.
Ah,
when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend, that you don't know it's true.
Cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word,
you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And
you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus:]

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la


"everything" by Michael Buble


*for you, my everything. or almost everything. =)

home

sering denger lagu ini, trus tiba2 pengen ngepost aja.

I'm staring out into the night,
trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
and feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel is a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
back to the place where I belong,
and where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
so I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
the closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, it makes true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

Be careful what you wish for,
'cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
and then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.


"home" by Daughtry