is it really over..?

deep down, i so want to pick up the phone and call him and be all lets-try-to-work-this-out-again..
i still don’t know how i’ll ever survive without him..
i still don’t know how i can ever deal with this humanly-impossible-to-bear pain..
i still don’t know what to do..

but for now, i guess i have to deal with it, no matter how insanely painful it is..


makasih buat:
Adyt
Fian
Dina
Dora
Asta
Buti
Doni
Ichsan
Mea
Nana
*ini urutan absen lho haha*

buat hari sabtu kemaren yang sangat sangat menghibur..

and made me think that.. maybe, just MAYBE, i can go through this..

makasih juga buat Amita buat email2nya dan dukungannya dari awal banget..


dan.. terutama..
makasih buat dia..
untuk semuanya..
maafin aku ya..